I’m Not Going to Hate Myself by Sarah Bellum Mental I’m not going to cryI’m not going to releasediamond threaded watertrailing down cheekslooking to obliterate the skinwith the piling upof emotions like compostcreating heatshimmering waveson a quiet daythinking of the wayhe touched mehow I foughtbut I didn’t fight enoughbut maybe that’s the thingabout trauma is … Continue reading I’m Not Going to Hate Myself